"Everything is just hurting. Every inch of me suffer its share of intense pain. Like an invisible mutilation happening underneath this humane, normal skin. It's unbearable sometime, and yet, unexpectedly, I'm enjoying it. However painful it is, I, though how unexplained, appreciates it just as much."

Longing For You

I may be busy.
But it doesn't raze my worry.

That through the times We are not together
You'll find Our hearts only farther.

Please My Beau, always remember
The promises We held to keep for each other

Time may pass, as We intend to resolve things that matter
But do recall that faith shall not, and never shatter.

To not be affected by any decadence say You
Never weakened shall Your love be my Beau

You have long before given into My Possession
I own You, to Creation or Destruction.

I hope You intend not to say Your goodbye
For You've made Me to have stood by.

--

Stay My Beau, do stay
In Your company I dare not stray.

My World is You now, I know nothing else.
It's all I have, everything to Me is nonsense.

Lost v.1

Lay me down for I'm restless.
My soul has left me, I am lifeless.
My mind is churning, I am thoughtless.
I am numb to any feeling, senseless.

Each night, I'm lost, floating in time.
Drowned in emotions, again hoping You be mine.
How I hope My Beau, that this much You see,
And that somehow, right now, You can set Me free.

For too long I've been bound in great grief setting You on Your way
Yet I know it's for the best I feel agony in Your refuse to stay
I can't breathe anymore, I can't sleep, I can't think.
Everything revolves around You, and now I am in brink.

I need You. Now, then again.
The melancholy is too much of the encumbering strain.
I hope My life to end, each thought I have of You, its too much pain.
My misses, it kills Me, how I want You breaks the sane.

The Verb We Are

That time has finally come Now.
A little later, somehow.

She finally accepted that Confusion means Me
And that all is decided beyond the We.


8 years of frustrated questions,
And 13 years of His silent cushions.

Spoiled with Your love was She
Now, the turn to choose is for Me.


Die My little doll, take your End.
For You my Awaited, begin.

The time for everything are all been mend
Now, it's to Us to play the role given the When.

Seven Suns and the Lovers Apart by Fryz

I gave You my Vow during good times of Our togetherness.

A promise to stay wishing nothing more than Your peace and happiness.

To You I belong. Selfless. 

Forevermore. --Time?? Regardless.

It bound Me to You, or to He, or to Him, all the same.

You own Me. I'm Yours. To that I feel no shame.

--

Closer

I never thought you would be back from forever.

But then we count years and not days to be together.

You nevertheless made it easy for me to remember.

Yes, with your undying seal that took me back to our last left chapter.

For awhile that we are alone you put my head closer to you

I even pulled back but there was nothing I can do,

You captivate me by your very presence, that I so miss

I can't let you go, I know it'll be my abyss.

The next moment was so really but magic.

I can't say anything more but-- romantic.

--

Your lips against mine, so magical.

It takes my breath away, I feel hysterical.

You're too close, your nose against mine,

And your warmth I feel too-- so I feel fine.

I Surrender To You

Got Myself drunk for work and kept in silence,

Then put on some powder to hide away all traces,

Of all longing, miseries, and insanity.

These for all of Fault's cruelty.

This is Me for quite a while now.
And yes, for without You I don't know how
To even smile or be happy like I'm complete
Like I was then in the past in Peace's seat.

I wonder again if You are leaving me.
Another doubt of which I always seem to have and carry.
No, I never put mistrust in You, Darling
It's just Me, so Demanding.