"Everything is just hurting. Every inch of me suffer its share of intense pain. Like an invisible mutilation happening underneath this humane, normal skin. It's unbearable sometime, and yet, unexpectedly, I'm enjoying it. However painful it is, I, though how unexplained, appreciates it just as much."

Longing For You

I may be busy.
But it doesn't raze my worry.

That through the times We are not together
You'll find Our hearts only farther.

Please My Beau, always remember
The promises We held to keep for each other

Time may pass, as We intend to resolve things that matter
But do recall that faith shall not, and never shatter.

To not be affected by any decadence say You
Never weakened shall Your love be my Beau

You have long before given into My Possession
I own You, to Creation or Destruction.

I hope You intend not to say Your goodbye
For You've made Me to have stood by.

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Stay My Beau, do stay
In Your company I dare not stray.

My World is You now, I know nothing else.
It's all I have, everything to Me is nonsense.

Lost v.1

Lay me down for I'm restless.
My soul has left me, I am lifeless.
My mind is churning, I am thoughtless.
I am numb to any feeling, senseless.

Each night, I'm lost, floating in time.
Drowned in emotions, again hoping You be mine.
How I hope My Beau, that this much You see,
And that somehow, right now, You can set Me free.

For too long I've been bound in great grief setting You on Your way
Yet I know it's for the best I feel agony in Your refuse to stay
I can't breathe anymore, I can't sleep, I can't think.
Everything revolves around You, and now I am in brink.

I need You. Now, then again.
The melancholy is too much of the encumbering strain.
I hope My life to end, each thought I have of You, its too much pain.
My misses, it kills Me, how I want You breaks the sane.