Thursday, January 24

Chains and Time

Who We are sometimes chains Us to who We need to be
And so Our choice was to choose paths that would set Us free.

Regardless of the road and decisions We made
Time then is unavoidable, thus We Wait.

You be Patient, 'til then comes,
Endure temptations and be safe of harms.

I, here, will forever stay and wait for You
Faithful to Your promise return My Beau.

Tuesday, October 30

"Everything is just hurting. Every inch of me suffer its share of intense pain. Like an invisible mutilation happening underneath this humane, normal skin. It's unbearable sometime, and yet, unexpectedly, I'm enjoying it. However painful it is, I, though how unexplained, appreciates it just as much."

Monday, October 1

Longing For You

I may be busy.
But it doesn't raze my worry.

That through the times We are not together
You'll find Our hearts only farther.

Please My Beau, always remember
The promises We held to keep for each other

Time may pass, as We intend to resolve things that matter
But do recall that faith shall not, and never shatter.

To not be affected by any decadence say You
Never weakened shall Your love be my Beau

You have long before given into My Possession
I own You, to Creation or Destruction.

I hope You intend not to say Your goodbye
For You've made Me to have stood by.

--

Stay My Beau, do stay
In Your company I dare not stray.

My World is You now, I know nothing else.
It's all I have, everything to Me is nonsense.

Lost v.1

Lay me down for I'm restless.
My soul has left me, I am lifeless.
My mind is churning, I am thoughtless.
I am numb to any feeling, senseless.

Each night, I'm lost, floating in time.
Drowned in emotions, again hoping You be mine.
How I hope My Beau, that this much You see,
And that somehow, right now, You can set Me free.

For too long I've been bound in great grief setting You on Your way
Yet I know it's for the best I feel agony in Your refuse to stay
I can't breathe anymore, I can't sleep, I can't think.
Everything revolves around You, and now I am in brink.

I need You. Now, then again.
The melancholy is too much of the encumbering strain.
I hope My life to end, each thought I have of You, its too much pain.
My misses, it kills Me, how I want You breaks the sane.

Monday, September 3

The Verb We Are

That time has finally come Now.
A little later, somehow.

She finally accepted that Confusion means Me
And that all is decided beyond the We.


8 years of frustrated questions,
And 13 years of His silent cushions.

Spoiled with Your love was She
Now, the turn to choose is for Me.


Die My little doll, take your End.
For You my Awaited, begin.

The time for everything are all been mend
Now, it's to Us to play the role given the When.


Seven Suns and the Lovers Apart by Fryz

Wednesday, July 25

I gave You my Vow during good times of Our togetherness.
A promise to stay wishing nothing more than Your peace and happiness.

To You I belong. Selfless. 
Forevermore. --Time?? Regardless.

It bound Me to You, or to He, or to Him, all the same.
You own Me. I'm Yours. To that I feel no shame.
--

Friday, July 20

Closer

I never thought you would be back from forever.
But then we count years and not days to be together.
You nevertheless made it easy for me to remember.
Yes, with your undying seal that took me back to our last left chapter.

For awhile that we are alone you put my head closer to you
I even pulled back but there was nothing I can do,
You captivate me by your very presence, that I so miss
I can't let you go, I know it'll be my abyss.

The next moment was so really but magic.
I can't say anything more but-- romantic.

--

Your lips against mine, so magical.
It takes my breath away, I feel hysterical.

You're too close, your nose against mine,
And your warmth I feel too-- so I feel fine.

Tuesday, January 17

I Surrender To You

Got Myself drunk for work and kept in silence,
Then put on some powder to hide away all traces,
Of all longing, miseries, and insanity.
These for all of Fault's cruelty.

This is Me for quite a while now.
And yes, for without You I don't know how
To even smile or be happy like I'm complete
Like I was then in the past in Peace's seat.

I wonder again if You are leaving me.
Another doubt of which I always seem to have and carry.
No, I never put mistrust in You, Darling
It's just Me, so Demanding.

Sunday, December 11

Distress

Need not to fix me,
I'm not broken.
A friend is my heed,
For I just have fallen.
To the earths I was crushed,
I hear myself crying.
For I needed you that much,
I didn't care of dying.

Break down

My body is failing,
My mind is breaking,
My heart is bleeding,
For the love I'm loosing.
I don't know what to do anymore,
For the bond that I live for.
Does it really have to be this hard?
That we should wait for wellness apart?
I want to ask you why you distant yourself,
Though we both want to be near?
Why do you have me pushed away,
Though you held me dear?
Why do you deny me much,
And create lines that made me love?
Why did you haven't reply,
And to find yourself cry just enough?
Why would I want happiness,
If such is being alone too?
Why would I want to be protected,
If it means parting with you.
All I want is you,
For only you I see.
Cause you are the reason why I breathe,
Then without you means forever rest be with me.
Tell me where you are,
And have me hold you closer.
I implore you desperately,
Don't go anymore farther.
One more step away is to be my death no later.
Believe me when I say this,
My life without you can only last the minute sooner.

Saturday, December 10

My confessions

A nice kid I was back then,
That is when paths were haven’t been woven.
Now find me unfortunately meddled in,
In the gravest crime I could have ever been.
That is to loving you as for who you are,
And wishing you be mine may you be near or far.
To sell out perfection for you I miss,
Paying no attention to distress and bliss.

Now I ask you see my eyes,
There shall you find where truth lies,
Hidden but then is revealed,
My latest deed to have caught me shrilled.
Know what or who I would like to tease,
Then have me confess, -it’s you with ease.

Lovers; Love and Death

   There was once but a world afar of what we currently have now. T'was a time when no living mortal have yet roam unto earths, for yet there was none. There was but just a gentlemen, wed to a lady of beauty and calmness, and both of them share eternity for the both have lived to forever.
   The couple was happy to share everything; including each other beyond anything else. Their laughter and joy made Fate envy, and went furious to have found himself alone above all his powers to demand anything to any living creature in the world. Because of his pity to his own, he then claim for the love of the man and its wife, hoping for its doom. He, himself Fate, forced the lovers to separate ways if they insisted to living.
  The couple was in array, they cannot see or even imagine themselves afar from each other. They were despaired.
   When darkness crept to the skies, the wife in great grieves whilst her man swims in slumber confronted Fate. She implored Fate's change of demand as she could in her reasons. Fate confessed of his envy, and the lady comforted him. She has decided to give Fate a company, for his vast earths. It was life of new being, new than just immortals like them.
   Fate became happy, but only 'til the second sun rose. His mortals never smiled. His gifts of being never came with happiness just as like of what he wanted from the lovers. He came back again to taking his claim, and now have something in demand for more. He gave them no choice but their end.
   The lovers were in deep melancholy of what they have heard, and have realized their coming separation from each others comforting caress. They begged to be together, and they were in tears. Fate gave them but a condition to fulfill. He made them give gifts to his mortal beings, and the lovers will die only in form but will stay together in eternity.
   The wife made thought, and agreed to the given condition. Because of her pity to Fate's desperation for happiness, she gave gift of a feeling of Love. A feeling of euphoria encompassing passion, sympathy, devotion, and unselfishness above all. T'was that which gave the mortals living a reason to feel happy, satisfied, and at peace. 
   The man on the other hand, in his weary and vengeful heart, define his gift in mere sense of Death. He gave event that balances his wife's happy gift by end. He gave Fate's beings a gift that will similarly took its life after all its happiness and joy, just as same to their pity ends of his beloved.
   Fate accepted their gifts as part of their agreement, and even found Death a gift of righteousness, and being just. As the lovers delivered to their parts, Fate claimed their life and made them act on their gifts as promised  to forever togetherness. From then on and onward, mortals learned to love today and die tomorrow.