Break down

My body is failing,
My mind is breaking,
My heart is bleeding,
For the love I'm loosing.
I don't know what to do anymore,
For the bond that I live for.
Does it really have to be this hard?
That we should wait for wellness apart?
I want to ask you why you distant yourself,
Though we both want to be near?
Why do you have me pushed away,
Though you held me dear?
Why do you deny me much,
And create lines that made me love?
Why did you haven't reply,
And to find yourself cry just enough?
Why would I want happiness,
If such is being alone too?
Why would I want to be protected,
If it means parting with you.
All I want is you,
For only you I see.
Cause you are the reason why I breathe,
Then without you means forever rest be with me.
Tell me where you are,
And have me hold you closer.
I implore you desperately,
Don't go anymore farther.
One more step away is to be my death no later.
Believe me when I say this,
My life without you can only last the minute sooner.